Monday, March 9, 2020

Proposal Accepted for IHS 52


I received my proposal acceptance letter yesterday. The lecture "Focal Embouchure Dystonia Rehabilitations: Retraining Strategies" will be on Friday, August 7th at the 52nd International Horn Symposium at the University of Oregon (Eugene).

Tuesday, March 3, 2020

Focal Dystonia Panel at the New York Flute Fair


Focal Dystonia Panel at the New York Flute Fair!!!! I love it! So wonderful seeing what I believe is the first panel discussion on this disorder at a music/instrumental event ever.

Monday, March 2, 2020

Motivational Listening: Brahms Horn Trio - Andante


Hands down, my absolute favorite recordings of this movement! Always has been! Always will be!!! (Barry Tuckwell)

Saturday, February 29, 2020

To Be Like Bamboo...


I don't think I have a spirit animal, but I do have a spirit plant. It's bamboo - as it is very strong, yet bends, making it capable of surviving immense hardship where most other mighty trees and plants would break. To me it signifies great strength and perseverance.

Wednesday, February 26, 2020

NY Flute Fair: Focal Hand Dystonia and the Working Musician - Panel discussion with Stephanie Mortimore, Dr. Steven Frucht, Eric Phinney, and Abhik Mukherjee. Moderated by Caity Massoud.


Thank you Stephanie Mortimore, Dr. Frucht, Eric Phinney, and Abhik Mukherjee, for making such a huge stride in the area of Focal Hand Dystonia awareness and open communication with the public. This has to be the first panel of musicians with dystonia joining together at a conference to share their insight and experience. What progress!!!

Wednesday, February 19, 2020

TED Talk: Dr. Daniel Amen



"Behavior is the expression of the problem. Not the problem." - Dr. Daniel Amen

Saturday, February 15, 2020

My Twin Sister Playing Trumpet at Church!


My beautiful and talented twin sister rehearsing for today's church service! I am sad that I am stuck at work missing her performance!!! I love hearing her play and seeing her do what she loves! It also warms my heart seeing my nephew Nathan being a goofy kid. Love my family so much!!! 🎺✨🎺✨ 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Monday, February 10, 2020

At Orchestra Rehearsal 2020


The rest of the horn section! We just finished a sectional. During rehearsals my nephew Nathan, who I'm teaching horn, sits back stage directly behind us in the large concert hall. We took a goofy photo together during break. 📯

Wednesday, January 22, 2020

Tuesday, January 21, 2020

Symphony Orchestra 2020: Dvorak New World



Not my first time playing this symphony, but is my first time playing 4th horn on Dvorak Symphony No.9. It's even more fun playing those awesome low parts and my embouchure dystonia is manageable in this register. But the greatest blessing is playing it with family. Was planning on taking a photo of us all together on stage, but forgot! 📯🎶😊

Monday, January 20, 2020

Instrument Betrayal



When your friends or family catch you arguing with your instrument during practice.
#embouchuredystonia

Thursday, January 16, 2020

Barry Tuckwell - The Greatest Influence of my Life


My greatest influence of all time has passed away today. No one will ever replace this legend. No words can express how saddening this is. I know this sounds odd, but I'm more heart broken over his passing than my recent loss of everything. This man has been all I've ever strived to be as a musician and professional. My north star which led me to my life purpose and calling. Not a day I regret following the path of the horn. It's given me so much....even if I have embouchure dystonia/neurological disorder now. Would do it all over again. From the very first moment I heard him, I loved his sound and knew I wanted to pursue horn playing. Not just in style, but I value his wisdom, professionalism, deep love for horn, and dedication to passing on the overall knowledge and study of the horn; it's repertoire and history. A true scholar. I love love LOVE this man. May heaven make a special place for Barry Tuckwell and his horn. His sound will forever echo in our realm well past this day. 📯💔😢 One of my favorite videos of him.....there's a reason he mastered it better than all of us: https://youtu.be/XSOzrP0FSJ8